My Journey to Awakening: Escaping the Dark and Finding My True Purpose

My Journey to Awakening: Escaping the Dark and Finding My True Purpose

 


If your life were a movie, you might feel like you are in the middle of a very dark and difficult scene right now. But I am here to tell you that there is always light waiting at the end of the tunnel, and a peaceful resolution for your soul. You can always hit reset, and you can always start over.

Today, I want to share the story of my own journey. I spent many years navigating a long, dark period in this 3D world. Because it took me so long to find my way out, my deepest wish now is to show you the "shortcut." I want to teach you the fastest way to escape that darkness so that you don't have to suffer as long as I did. Life can be easier, and I want to guide you there.

A Bird's-Eye View of Childhood

I was born and raised in Japan, but from a very young age, I felt like I was observing the world from a bird’s-eye view. I constantly wondered, "Why do we have to go to school? Why do adults act the way they do?" Unlike other children, I didn't enjoy running around in  groups. Instead, I found my sanctuary in music, art, and above all, the physical act of writing characters and calligraphy.

I had almost no friends, but I never felt lonely; to me, it was just normal. Although I have a Japanese heart, I always carried a vague but unshakeable certainty that my true roots were in America, and that one day, I had to return. I was raised with a boundless, free-spirited love from my parents. Looking back, I believe this environment of total freedom and affection was the initial shortcut that allowed me to eventually awaken to my path as a channeler.

A Promise Across Time

I have always been fascinated by the unseen world. Over the years, I eagerly explored everything from fortune-telling to various past-life regression therapies. More than 20 years ago, during one of these sessions, I had a crystal-clear vision of four of my past lives.

During that therapy, I learned that the past lives we are shown are always deeply connected to our current reality. But the final message I received was the most profound. I was told that all four of the past lives I saw were overflowing with pure love, completely devoid of any hardship or suffering. Because my soul had not known true struggle, I intentionally wrote a different scenario for this current life—I chose to experience those difficult emotions and challenges firsthand to grow.

In the final past life I saw, I was living happily in America with the man who is now my husband. Just as in the other lifetimes, I was the one to care for him until the very end. I remember crying tears of pure joy as the regression therapy ended, vividly recalling our promise to meet again. I also had a deep wish to hear him play the piano for me once more.

I knew then that the path to meeting him in this life would be long. Our life timings had to align perfectly before we could cross paths. During that long wait, I often thought about how difficult life could be. I have always been surrounded by animals—they were my truest friends. Even now, I can count my human friends on one hand, catching up with them maybe once a year for a "life update." But when I finally met my husband, the wait made sense. He is my ultimate best friend, the only person who truly understands me.

Healing the Past: A Summer Solstice Miracle

Navigating the struggles and "redo's" of this 3D life was incredibly painful for a long time. I had sensed things from a 5D perspective since childhood, but it lacked certainty. When everything finally clicked into place, I realized I was being watched over by the Divine and the Bodhisattvas, and that my role was to help heal others.

The most challenging, yet profoundly beautiful, experience on this path involved my husband's late father. My husband had a very difficult relationship with him. Before I even fully understood what was happening, his father's spirit began approaching me, causing phantom pains in my legs—a mirror of the physical struggles he faced in life.

Growing up in Japan, incense has always been a sacred, daily part of my life. Using the power of incense, I was able to ease this pain. I urged my husband to take a trip with me on the Summer Solstice of 2024 to the area where his father once lived. We parked as close as we could, burned incense together, and simply reported, "We came to see you."

His father had been training in the spirit world, waiting for "approval" to channel through me to make amends. What followed in the latter half of 2024 was miraculous. Through me, his father expressed his deep regrets, apologizing to his son for his immaturity and selfishness. My husband felt the pure sincerity of these words, accepted the apology, and they shared a tearful, soul-healing hug.

As a witness to this from a 5D perspective, I realized with absolute certainty: we can bridge the gap between this world and the next. We can bring reconciliation, pass on messages of support, and remind people that they are loved.

The True Spirit of "Yoshi-Yoshi"

Through these profound experiences and channeling, I was officially appointed to support and heal others. I have known the pain of isolation and the struggle of wanting to hide from the world. Now, I want to reach those who are secretly crying out for help, offering 5D remote healing to those who need it most. I can scan the lives of those seeking help, and my goal is to guide as many people as possible toward a peaceful life centered on their true selves.

In Japanese, there is a word: Seizen (生前), meaning "before death." But look closely at the characters—it literally translates to "before living." It is a beautiful reminder that our souls existed before this life, and they are eternal. What matters is the experiences we gather and how we choose to live from this moment forward.

I want to revive the true, original heart of Yamato Nadeshiko—an unconditional, motherly embrace. It’s the spirit of saying "Yoshi-yoshi" (there, there; you are okay just as you are) and wrapping people in total acceptance.

But remember, healing requires action. Just like learning to play the guitar or the piano, simply listening isn't enough. You have to take action, practice, and experience the process to truly change your life.

Navigating the Digital Age

Today, the internet and smartphones have made our world incredibly convenient. However, it is easy to let these same tools cause us stress or anxiety.

I urge you to use these tools intentionally. The creators of this technology wanted to build a better, easier future for the next generation. Let's honor that intention. Don't let the digital world consume you; instead, use it as a tool to fill your cup, guide your life in a better direction, and connect with positive energy.

Next time, I will share the story of how I was guided to take the next big step: starting my business and my NPO. Thank you for being here. Remember, your happy ending is already written, and I am here to help you find the shortest path to get there.